I was woken up this morning at 4:50 a.m. by my phone ringing...totally disoriented I answered it, it was kroger calling me in cause Shae called in (surprise, surprise). After figuring out what day it was and what time it really was I got up and headed in to work. Worked 5:45 a.m. to 1 p.m. there then headed down to Al Serra and worked 1:30 p.m. to 7 p.m...So needless to say it's been a very long day! I'm exhausted, sore and ready to just head to bed.
P.S. My taxes need to be in my checking account like now!! I'm getting very impatient.

Don't know when my next day off will be...
Had my first whip cream explode in my face today. Luckily no one was there to witness what had happened or else I would never have lived it down. I really need to go to bed have to work really early in the morning but I'm not really tired yet. Should probably go try anyways tomorrow is going to be a looong day.

Night,
Teeny

Went to the doctors yesterday...it went really well. I really like my new doctor a lot, she's really about whatever I want to do. So I'm doing good with the not smoking, not gonna lie I cheated once but honestly it did nothing for me and taste like crap. I'm pretty sure that I done for good with smoking. My doctor also put me on Adipex to help me lose weight. I started it today...We'll see and hope it helps me. I ready to change.

Well off to get ready for work now.

Today was a bad day from the start.
I'm sure a couple of people are a little upset with me right now. I'm just tired and just exhausted.
I'm taking a nap...then maybe a movie or guitar hero after.

To Do List:

• quit smoking
• lose weight
• save money
• get out of debt
• grow hair out
• read more books
• go back to school
• get back into art
• master the orange button on Guitar Hero
• travel

So I have already got one thing down on my list....the next is losing weight. I go to the doctor on Tuesday and I hope to talk to her about getting some help with it since I have quit smoking. I just need a little help since I'm constintly on the go with two jobs.  So hopefully I can cross off the next thing...

Thursday I was over at Katie's and since Grey's was a re-run the girls decided to play Disney scene it (yes we are dorks and we know it) but it made me remember some movies that I grew up on that I had forgotten about. So my goal is to watch Thumbeline, The Page Master, Ferngully, Fievel: An American Tale and Oliver and Company (which comes out on dvd on tuesday!!!).  What can I say I'm a kid at heart.

Well its getting late and I should really go to bed now.

I made the first step today.
I'm so sick of the way I've been feeling about myself lately. So I made a doctors appointment and went in and talked with her...
a.) I want to get help to quit smoking.
I have tried in the past and done it for awhile but then I gain weight or something stresses me out and start right back up. If I can get help stopping and not gain weight (even better lose it) I'm going to do it. Plus it is far to expense to smoke, I would have so much more money if I just didn't anymore.
b.) I need help losing weight.
Ever since I start at my current job I have done nothing but gained weight for the past always year. I'm sick of feeling the way I do about my looks. I just need a little help to motivate me in the right direction. I want to feel good about myself and be happy.
...So I go back in the beginning of November and we'll see what plan she has for me.

Hopefully I don't kill someone in the process of not smoking lol.


Well off to clean and read. Just spending a relaxing night at home locked away in my bedroom with cleaning supplies and Edward.

♥ Teeny

Now we've got a big big mess on our hands...


♥ teeny

Things have been different lately.
Not in a bad way either. It is a little sad that it took something like this to get us to become close again...but in the end I'm really glad it did. We had become weekend friends but now we're kinda inseparable lately...

Me and Ash made dinner together last night, some beef stroganoff with wine. It was good! Then Andrea and Sarah came over, we had a little hair dye party then watched 3 Ninjas. Yea that's right, I had forgotten how great that movie was.
...tonight is the bar with the girls and Sunday pj's, junk food and another movie with the girls.

We'll I need to get motivated to shower. Later

♥ teeny

The rest of the weekend has been all about me and my support system. I just want to say I would be lost without my best friends...most people have one best friend but I have about five. They have really helped me keep my mind off of things :)
...
Yesterday they were all over and we watched Stardust (which btw was an awesome movie) and almost right after we lost power. So instead of them all leaving me in the dark and going home we light up some and continued to have fun. We played cards, apples to apples and dirty minds with junk food and ice cream. I realized sometimes it's fun to go without modern technology and go back to the board games.

Now I'm home from work with the horrible cold so I'm off to drink some cough syrup and take a nap.

♥ teeny

It's been a very long time since I've even used lj but I have the sudden urge to (well also it was brought up while talking with the sister).

Today was one of the hardest days for me...
My sisters dream became a reality and she flew off to Scotland for school. I can't even begin to explain how proud I am of her for making her dream a reality. I wish I had the guts to travel across the country and go to school. She worked very hard to get what she wanted and got it. She is the bravest/smartest/most driven person I know and I envy her for it. I know she will do so great over there, meet tons of new people, soak up the culture and live in the moment.
...
Here's the hard part, I'm going to miss my little sister/best friend. Home is never going to be the same without her here. I'm going to miss everything about her in every way, even the things that drive me crazy. I know me and her haven't always been close but I feel over the past couple of years our friendship has really blossomed. She'll always be there she's family (she really has no choice) but the distance makes it hard. It's hard knowing I won't see her for who knows how long...
I guess this just means I'm going to have to work extra hard to save money and make trips out to Scotland to bug her lol.

So overall Good luck sister, I know you'll do great!!!
I love you and don't forget us.

♥ Teeny